THE CHILD WITHIN
It
was in the moonlight that I saw him,
a
man younger than my father, sent on
laughter
brought by the sight of the train.
He
stood at attention, waving his blue and white cap,
the
schoolboy inside leaping out, holding on
to
another time.
With
a fierce stride, he ran beside the engine
as
it rumbled, black smoke filled the evening sky,
brakes
sparked as it changed tracks over the murky river.
His
face mirrored in the silver metal as it wheeled by,
an
endless joy radiated from the glare of the railway light.
As
the caboose turned the corner,
the
man’s smile faded into reality,
he
sunk with displeasure,
onto
the rocks beneath the sole of his shoes.
Minutes
later,
he
headed across the oiled tracks,
underneath
a gray fog,
and
disappeared over the hilltop.
The
child within was a working man,
saddled
to responsibility,
but
tomorrow he’d return,
as
the whistle blew and the steel clanged
a
midnight song.